Written by Ben Searle Age 17,
Nov 98


I used to think
that I was something special
but lately
you have changed my opinion
and made me see
that everything I am
is nothing
without you
I want to die to myself
and be nothing but
you
Fill me
Fill me  Take everything I am
         and make it everything
  you are
Sin still lives in me
but I’m free
I don’t have to do that anymore
I’m a slave to my best friend
       and I’m so relieved
      I am ready to die for you
   Consume me
      Burn me
      Destroy me
     Purge me  
you will never hurt me
You just want me dead
so I will die
I can’t keep this to myself
Kamikaze
The world will know
                 who you are
when they see you in me that is all I want to be
you in me
forever
God you’re so amazing
        nobody understands
they think I’m crazy to talk like this
but I’m fearless now
    what can they do to me
even my friends think I’m a fool
so what
I want to plunge into a sea
of spirituality
and find you there
     and know you are the Only Way
the Truth
the Life
and know that I am worth the World to you

Albion_17@hotmail.com
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