PRAYER REQUEST!

Once again I ask for pray and agreement that God will deliver my husband John totally from alcohol and take the want and need to drink out of his life.  It is destroying our marriage. Pray that God will help John make peace with whatever it is that causes him to drink and God saves his soul soon. It is getting worse ever since  I have been asking every one to pray for him and I will not give the devil that glory as it is God's battle and it is just that I am in the middle and him leaving and drinking for hours is more than I can take, he sees nothing wrong in that. Please repair the relationship between his parents and John as he misses them and the abuse he suffered is causing damage husband's health and well being.  Save his soul and recognize the danager the alcohol is causing to his relationship with the Lord and me.I left once last week after a bad spell and may leave again tonight as yesterday was the same. Show him what a relationship is with the Lord and his love for the Lord to increase every day and also for me.   God take away the rage from his past pains and hurts that drives him to drink.   He has cried many nights lately as he is so torn.  I know he is my husband and God said "in sickness and health" but it is affecting me very badly even when I give it to the Lord.  His money spending and drinking and no responsiblity at all for his household.  I need wisdom as to what to do, am I to stay and it never change, I know in God's time and I pray it is soon, please Lord. Break his stubborness not to change before it destorys our marriage totally. I pray for the intimacy  & affection needed in a marriage is returned as he is afraid to get close to anyone. I pray God shows him the way and makes him come to his knees and repent for it is destorying him.  The want for God in his life and the need to go to church has to come soon. 
This drinking is totally driving me away and  his abusive behavior (verbally) is more than I can stand, it is detorying me. this I will not let happen if I have to leave I will. I am so unhappy with this circumstances and have been with two alcoholic in my life and don't know if I can have the strength to go on.  The Lord has answered so many of my prayers and I have about 300 people praying for him and the matter is getting worse and that I don't understand, yes I do - I am just growing weak and discouraged.  I need an answer from God soon.
Please keep my friend Karen the diabetic and has lupus in your prayers, she is a new christian and is alone and is praying  to share her life with someone that will love and marry her.
Pray also for my children Amanda & Chad (by another marriage),  God keep us close as we are now and for their safety and health forever as we have been separated for such a long time.
This worring has taken a toll on my health and this I am rebuking also.
I praise God for the answers to all concerns and prayers and for the blessings in my life.
Thank you and God bless you. Jamie